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Up up w the people I adore ♥♥ Mabel, Desmond, Jack & Jason. It was a last minute midnight drive to Genting, wasn't quite planned. The mist was super thick, wind was blowing & we were freezing very badly lol.

These are members of the “Bomb Me + Party” group chat hahaha. Excluding Wei Kit, he's nt inside cos he started classes nt long ago & often need to wake up early in the morning so he didn't get to join us. I miss that crazy partner in crime of mine ):

So, the meaning of “Bomb Me?”

It's actually an iPhone game lol. There was a period of time when they were all crazy bout it & would often play, then they tried polluting my brain & attempted to make me addicted to the game also. But failed. I played for 3 whole hours the first time when we were at Coffea Coffee & that was about it, didn't like it anymore haha. Idk how they can play till nw lo it's been months! Plus they are very competitive & use real cash to buy items *bang wall*

The meaning of “+ Party?”

I think this one needs no introduction la lol. That's obviously for me I'm all about having fun.

We'll be meeting again & heading out for drinks later at Giza. Always spontaneous, one of them even suggested a BBQ party tmr omgg. But I doubt that'll happen, it's a bit too rush, probably postpone ba.

Feeling so young, wild & free. I love my life without any guys interfering, making me stressed out, getting hurt & whatnot. Only fun & happening people, please! :3 Loves.

P/S: I'm so loving black hair now ♥♥
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When the Puzzle Connects

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iPhone front camera's quality. Blurry & dotted zz.
Oh, & surprise, no makeup! (except brows) Hurmm (._.)

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I've been sleeping a lot but why do I still feel so tired these days? See.. Not well, & I look extremely short here, lawl. Omg I'm like at the lowest point right now. This is not good. I can't wait to dress up, doll up, & get back on track.

Yepp, I wasn't feeling well but insisted to go out for a drink anyways. Or two. Maybe three *shifty eyes* Hahaha. I didn't care, it's time to enjoy my single life ヽ(*^ω^)ノ✧✧ Don't dwell in the past, don't think so much, & just enjoy the moment ♥ Ni jiang dui bu dui haha.

& I also spent a little time reading this lately;

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Fifty Shades of Grey, by E. L. James. Erotic romance novels :O

Bought em several months ago, or did half a year fly by already?! Lol. But I didn't make any time to get started. As you can see the 2nd one is still wrapped nicely in the plastic. I like keeping my novels new & get pretty upset when the pages turn brown or smtg haha. But yeah, I love reading (:

Christian Grey.

Fell in love w this name & character. He is like, so very charming. Ikr, I fall easily for characters in books zz. & I've always wished they'd come to life. Just for me. Cos they all seem so perfect — like a fairytale. I guess this is part of what made me a hopeless romantic plus have high expectations on guys. & fairytale type of love. I am madly influenced by stories & movies. Not cool.

Anyways, back to Christian Grey. He gives me the chills up until.. his weird fetish appeared outta nowhere. Seriously nowhere. I am in utter shock. So strange one, never expected that at all. You gotta read it yrself to know what I mean. I stopped right there & shall continue tmr or smtg.

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Green tea Kit Kat from Japan airport nomnomnom. Oh wells, get well soon to me! ♥

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You think you know me

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Why do people ask so much of other people when they are not all that themselves?

You want to mold someone into who she's not & never will be, even though you clearly knew what type of girl she have always been. You want her to please you & the ones that matter to YOU. You want to change her completely. Personality, looks, habits. Don't you think you are too much?

Have you ever even asked yrself what do you have to offer? Yr expectations are sky high but what do you have to offer her back? So sit back down please & thank you.

I am such an angel, my words are still kind although I've been judged to no end. & the thing is, I never tolerated people that judge me or want to change me. You guys were an exception. Now I regret making that exception, I feel stepped on all over.

You don't know me skin deep.

I tell myself, it's okay. Someday someone will love me for who I am, flaws & all. He'll be a man & be brave enough to fight for me. And the best part, I won't have to go through this again. I'll have a shot at being happy once more. Someday...

I shall really appreciate people who appreciate me, & erase those that doesn't. Out of my life. Well as the saying goes,
“Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind” :)
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Tell me life is beautiful, they all think I have it all

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You got that medicine I need. Dope, shoot it up, straight to the heart please.

Just promise you'd be there for me when I fall. Be there for me through it all, & that's more than enough. Instead of trying so hard to prevent me from falling & often telling me off cos that's when I'll run the opposite direction, away from you. I feel judged, I feel your eyes on me. It's as if you're watching every step that I make. I feel uncomfortable.

Everybody makes mistakes.
{I am still in the midst of learning}

If you keep worrying & focusing on the bad, how & when are you going to enjoy the good? You are so careful w yr decisions. While I, on the other hand, am your total opposite. I know clearly what's right & what's wrong but I always follow my heart. Yes, I am clumsy like that.

It's nt that I'm telling you that you can't warn me whenever you feel smtg's going wrong, yes you could but please, just please don't pick little arguments w me every single day, can you not? It's so exhausting. I don't want to be complained about every small thing I do. I don't have time for all the petty fights, it's draining me out.

Nw I've got the urge for a simple getaway. Where nothing matters, where no one knows anything bout me & I can completely be myself. Where no one wants to change me.

I can't believe I'm saying this, but avoiding you & not speaking w you unnoticeably made these unnecessary problems vanish. I hope I don't have to feel suffocated no longer, I miss being carefree. I probably need someone that can chill, & you know, just enjoy great moments together. Not stopping me from this & that, telling me I shudn't do that & this. The list goes on.

Call me stubborn but that's the way I am...

My feelings? Doesn't matter. What's wrong w chasing my own happiness, even if they are sourced by seemingly all the wrong things? As long as I'm happy, right? Live life to the fullest, w no regrets.

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Just higher & higher out of sky

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It's getting dark & raining outside. Enjoying the cold (:

I'm feeling indecisive. Shud I stay in, or shud I go out? Either way I just wna relax. Thr are worries on my mind that I wna take a break from. Can't wait to do so many things that I am refrained from doing nw. You know the feeling of wanting to live yr life but smtg's holding you back? Yeah, I'm going through that. Well patience is key.

Oh God my addiction is too damn strong. I'm surprised I can go this far, but it's driving me crazy. Sometimes I feel like I wna disappear for a little while. Go somewhr far for a little while. & I wish someone would accompany me throughout, don't ever leave my side.

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My apologies for the minor breakdown. This's somewhr that I can release for a bit. I'll stay positive & things will turn out great eventually ♥
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New blog design!

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Heyy ;)

Don't know if you realize, but I finally changed my blog's design! After I think 1-2 years. Previously it was a header of myself in it + lotsa pink stuff. Like baby pink Chanel bag, hearts, notebooks, ribbons, vintage Mustang etc. And a Hello Kitty carousel background. Simply cute.

Nw it's just.. umm, my current favorite black & gold & silver. Lol. Am I turning into having mature taste or what... I wonder. Black is like the new pink. Can't believe I'm saying this. Plus my hair was dyed to a very dark brown (faded alrdy tho, gna dye JET BLACK instead, soon). I've been ash blonde for 4 years but all of a sudden I changed my mind :O This is really really astonishing to me.

What is happening to me?? Lol.

Such an unexpected change. But I believe it's for the better. I prefer myself like this nw, although I don't look as dolly anymore :/ However I still adore the color pink, still attracts me. But depends on what aso lo.

Here are some camwhore pictures from Jack's sister's wedding dinner *hides*

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Yes, I notice the lady behind (o__o;) Lol.

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Again. Hahaha. Btw my sister wear until so pretty ♥

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Omgoshh my favorite baby! Baby Ayden ♥♥ Cute & chubby~ Soft cheeks he made my heart melt.

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Mom & baby Aydennn.

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W my leng lui mom ♥♥

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Hehe (^__^)

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After everything. Was waiting for our car when I suddenly asked mom to help me take #ootd lol. Or more like #ootn. Trust me I'm extremely terrible in full length shots. Idk how to pose, or how to stand. I just look pretty much.. awkward. Always happens.

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Zai jia ye yao pai zhao. What a vainpot (~_~;)
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